Thursday, May 23, 2013

Getting Juiced

This is me now.  5' 4", 220 lbs.
Today I am beginning a 10 day juice fast.I have been inspired by my friend Jennifer, who has been on the same program for two weeks now and is full of more life and vitality than I thought possible, and the film Fat, Sick, and Nearly Dead.

I have migraine headaches and am on a panalopy of different medications to treat bipolar disorder.  Can a juice fast help cure me of some of my afflictions?  I don't know, but I am willing to try.

I will be documenting my progress with the fast on this blog, both for my own record, and as a way to hold myself accountable.  I don't expect this to be an easy process!
My beautiful new juicer and lots of produce!
I bought a Breville BJE200XL Compact Juice Fountain from Amazon.com.  This is a high-end entry-level juicer.  If I decide to stick with the fast for longer than 10 days (which is still to be determined -- I am taking this one day at a time) I will probably invest in the Compact's big brother, the Breville 800JEXL Juice Fountain Elite.

I have spent $93.00(!) in produce to get me going this week.  This includes:

2 bags green apples (granny smith)
1 bag fuji apples
1 bag oranges
1 bag red grapefruit
1 bag lemons
2 cantalopes
2 bags carrots
2 stalks celery
1 bag spinach, kale and other greens
3 sweet potatoes
6 cucumbers
6 tomatoes
1 carton strawberries

I ideally I would add to that ginger root, avocados, and beets, but I'm making do with what I found for now.

Laurelei and Iron have both decided to attempt the juice fast with me for 10 days.  I see this not just as a way to jump-start our road to health, but as a cleansing process for the spiritual debris of the past few years.

Here is the juice recipe from Fat Sick and Nearly Dead.  It is going to be my staple juice (but I need to get some ginger root)

Mean Green Original Recipe

    6 kale leaves
    1 cucumber
    4 celery stalks
    2 green apples
    1/2 lemon
    1 piece of ginger

Ready, set, GO!

Thursday, October 18, 2012

Animal Medicine and the Native American Zodiac

The concept of Animal Medicine begins with the belief that animals are our relatives -- our "relations" -- and that they have medicine to share with us. But this medicine is not the traditional kind that most of us think of when we hear the word.

For Native Americans, medicine is anything that connects us more deeply to the divine -- The Great Spirit -- and to life, in general. Healing of our body-mind and our spirit is part of that and so is personal power.

Usually there are one or two animal totems that stay with us all of our lives.  Other animal totems come in and out of our lives to lend us their gifts of power and healing as we need it.

I have been told by a gifted healer friend that there are seven animal spirits working with us at any given time.  There is one animal at each of the points of the medicine wheel: north, south, east, west, above, below, and at the center.



If you meditate on the animal in your life that enthrall you, that you dream of, or that you love or fear you will begin to see the working of your animal totems.

Some native traditions assign totemic animals to the western zodiac, giving a totem spirit to the individual born under that birth sign.  The attributions are as follows:

Otter: Jan 20 - Feb 18    
Element – Air
Stone/Mineral – Silver or turquoise
Colors – Silver
Personality traits – Independent and friendly
Compatible with – Falcon, crow and deer
Western zodiac sign – Aquarius

Wolf: Feb 19 – Mar 20
Element – Air and water
Stone/Mineral – Jade or turquoise
Colors – Blue-green
Personality traits – Gentle and generous
Compatible with – Woodpecker, brown bear and snake
Western zodiac sign – Pisces    

Falcon: Mar 21 – Apr 19
Element – Fire
Stone/Mineral – Opal
Colors – Yellow or green
Personality traits – Powerful and spontaneous
Compatible with – Salmon or owl
Western zodiac sign – Aries    

Beaver: Apr 20 – May 20
Element – Fire and air
Stone/Mineral – Hematite, jasper
Colors – Yellow or blue
Personality traits – Stubborn and methodical
Compatible with – Woodpecker, brown bear or goose
Western zodiac sign – Taurus

Deer: May 21 – Jun 20
Element - Earth and fire
Stone/Mineral - Agate
Colors – Yellow or blue
Personality traits – Moody, good communicator
Compatible with – Crow or otter
Western zodiac sign – Gemini    

Woodpecker: Jun 21 - Jul 21
Element – Water
Stone/Mineral – Rose quartz and carnelian
Colors – Pink
Personality traits – Sympathetic and protective
Compatible with – Snake, wolf and beaver
Western zodiac sign – Cancer

Salmon: Jul 22 – Aug 21    
Element – Water and fire
Stone/Mineral – Carnelian
Colors – Red
Personality traits – Proud and confident
Compatible with – Owl and falcon
Western zodiac sign –Leo    

Bear: Aug 22 – Sep 21
Element – Water and Earth
Stone/Mineral – Topaz
Colors – Brown and purple
Personality traits – Modest and practical
Compatible with – Goose and beaver
Western zodiac sign – Virgo

Crow: Sep 22 – Oct 22    
Element – Earth and air
Stone/Mineral – Jasper
Colors – Blue and brown
Personality traits – Charming and friendly
Compatible with – Otter and deer
Western zodiac sign – Libra    

Snake: Oct 23 – Nov 22
Element – Earth and water
Stone/Mineral – Amethyst
Colors – Violet or orange
Personality traits – Ambitious and impulsive
Compatible with – Woodpecker and wolf
Western zodiac sign – Scorpio

Owl: Nov 23 – Dec 21    
Element – Earth and fire
Stone/Mineral – Obsidian
Colors – Gold or black
Personality traits – Adventurous and independent
Compatible with – Falcon and salmon
Western zodiac sign – Sagittarius    

Goose: Dec 22 – Jan 19
Element – Earth and air
Stone – Quartz or peridot
Colors – White and silver
Personality traits – Serious and reliable
Compatible with – Beaver, brown bear and crow
Western zodiac sign - Capricorn

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

Now Available for Psychic Readings!

I am now officially a psychic reader for the Inner Path metaphysical and spiritual store in Indianapolis, Indiana.  Hooray!  Soon you will be able to book readings with me from the Inner Path website.  I am available for readings in person or over the phone, so even if you don't live close by I can still read for you!


7673 South Shelby St., Indianapolis, IN. 
Phone readings: (317) 883-1100.

 Natalie Black
Psychic Consultant & Priestess
Tarot & Palm Reading; Goddess, Totems, Guides, & Archetype Cards; Pendulum, Witch Runes & Spirit Communication

Available: Monday & Saturday 11am—8pm

I use many modalities for divination.  I am a skilled clairaudient and clairvoyant medium who uses her gifts along with several tools for divination and guidance.  I have been reading professionally since 1998.

I believe that each of us has a divine purpose -- a Life Contract -- during this incarnation.  All aspects of your life are involved in creating this purpose. Together we can unveil your own Great Work, and manifest your fullest potential.

My specialty is Goddess-centric work.  I myself am in service to Athena, the Greek Goddess of Wisdom and Strategy.  Through Her Divine Guidance I can help you to develop your own life strategy, or just check in with Spirit to receive Wisdom for your journey.

I would love to help put you in touch with your own Guides, Guardians and Goddesses.  Together we can examine the story that is your life and help you to find your very own happy ending.

Wednesday, October 10, 2012

National Coming Out Day 2012

Tomorrow (October 11th) is the Human Rights Campaign's annual National Coming Out Day.

It seemed like a good time to share my "coming out" story.

Although I had "serious" male relationships and crushes in high school, I always knew that there was something a little, well, off about me.  Looking at my journal entries from that time period show that I was eternally searching for some missing piece of information about myself.  Something I couldn't quite put my finger on.

In college it began to dawn on me what was really going on with me.  I fell hard for a female theater classmate who seemed to like me back, but we were both too shy to ever talk about it, let alone do anything.  I was in pretty big denial.  With my Doc Martin boots, my leather motorcycle jacket, and my butchy is-she-or-isn't-she haircut I don't think I was really fooling anyone but myself. 

I remember a late night conversation with a fellow theater nerd in the parking lot one night after a rehearsal.  I was reading his palm, and I a thought to myself... "Huh.  I think he's gay."  What prompted this was the fact that I had the same things going on with my own palm.  So, I asked him.  He denied it.  He asked me right back.  I also denied it.  I heard he came out after college.  It took me longer.

I came very close to coming out to an art professor who was also lesbian.  I admired her greatly... yes, yes, I know.  The stereotypical young lesbian "admiring" her teacher.  Let me tell you something.  When you are gay, and you're struggling with identifying that seeing someone who is also gay and appears to have their life in order can look almost impossible to you. That's one of the reasons why coming out is so important.  Young people need us as role models.  Proof that It Gets Better. But I digress.

In college I met my husband-to-be.  I kind of panicked about my sexual identity, and my best friend's brother had just broken things off with his wife.  He was into the occult and supportive of my questioning identity.  He was wonderfully androgynous and very open-minded.  I loved him deeply, but, again, I knew I was running away from myself.

Things got weird.  I developed Bipolar disorder.  I lost a job over it. Then I met a woman and, with my husband's blessing, had a relationship with her.  That blew up one morning in her kitchen when she accused me of being a lesbian.  Again, I panicked.  Something about embracing that identity was terrifying to me.  I ended up in the mental ward of a local hospital.

My husband and I divorced.  I met Iron, my current male partner, at a local occult event in 2003.  We began a relationship, and he offered to let me move in with him.  We decided early in our relationship that we both ideally were looking to form a polyamorous relationship with another bisexually-identified female... the so-called bipoly "unicorn".  I was suspicious of ever finding this creature, but lo! I am here to tell you that manifestation works.  Laurelei joined our polyfidelitous family in 2008.

Today I identify as a 4 on the Kinsey Scale.  That's "more than incidental hetrosexual behavior" but closer to the homosexual side of the spectrum.  "Lesbian" is no longer a scary word to me.

Monday, October 1, 2012

Chiromancy (Palm Reading)

Palmistry, or Chiromancy (pronounced "KYE-roe-man-see" and named after Leich de Hamong/Louis Hamon, the famous nineteenth century palmist who also went under the name of "Cheiro") is an ancient way of divining. It was common during medieval times and is known to have existed when Greece and Rome were at their height.  Your palm changes throughout your life. Although your hand gives an outline of your life, it is only a tentative outline. As with all divination, just because it is set in your hand, does not mean that it is set in stone. You can change your palm by changing your life.

Interpreting the Palm

Generally, the dominant hand -- the hand used for writing -- is the hand used during a palm reading. It marks a person's fortune as it exists on this plane. The passive hand represents events relating to the person's Great Work, or their fate. Before making any strong pronouncement about a person's life, check that the event is marked in both palms. If it exists only in the dominant hand, steps can be taken to prevent the occurrence. If it appears only in the passive hand, steps have already been taken to avert the issue. If a person is ambidextrous, use the right hand as dominant, and the left as passive.


The Major Lines

The lines are looked to as the major source of information in the palm. thick, deep, well-colored, unbroken lines represent positive qualities. Thin, broken, "chained" lines with weak circulation denote poor qualities. Networks of many lines in a hand -- like a spiderweb -- shows a person cautious about life, who is usually guarded. Strong, clear lines, with only major lines dominating the palm are the mark of a straightforward, boisterous person, comfortable with themself.

The Lifeline
The lifeline wraps itself around the base of the thumb, beginning near the headline, and ending near the wrist. The point where the lifeline separates from the headline shows the point of "breaking away" from the subject's birth family. If this section of the line is chained, the birth family was a source of strife. If the lifeline is completely separate from the heartline, it is a sign that the subject was not close to their family.

The lifeline is measured from the thumb-forefinger crease to the wrist. Early events are shown earlier in the line. Late life events will be closer to the wrist.

The strength and length of the lifeline show the health and longevity of the subject. a long lifeline reaching down to the wrist is the sign of a long life. A weak line shows poor health and constitution. A break in the lifeline should be examined in both palms, as this may be a sign of grave illness or sudden death. Lines reaching off of the middle of the lifeline either up or down may represent children, male and female, respectively.

The Headline and Heartline
The headline and heartline should always be examined together, as one may be more dominant in the palm than another. If the headline is dominant, it denotes a sensible, logical person, who may be a bit cold emotionally, and prone to obsession. If the heartline is dominant, it shows a sensitive, caring person, prone to emotional outbursts and heartache. If the two lines are in balance, the person has a healthy balance of their mental and emotional capacities.

The headline is measured from the thumb-forefinger crease to the mount of the moon. A strongly psychic person may have a headline reaching well onto the mount of the moon, often overlaid by X's and triangles on the mount.

The heartline is measured from the crease under the pinky finger to it's end near the finger-mounts. The heartline sometimes branches near the end of the line (this appears as a Y shape in the palm). This may be an early warning of mental illness in later life, or it may be a clue to the emotional nature of the subject. Examine which finger the "branch" reaches toward. The planetary nature of this finger shows the emotional issues that most occupy the subject.

The Line of Fate
The line of fate is measured from the wrist to the fingers, and runs almost vertically, bisects the palm. The finger of Jupiter, which it reaches towards, influences the line of fate. It is used to measure the subject's finances and divine luck. Observe the mount of mars when examining the line of fate. If the line of fate firmly connects the headline and heartline, making a clear "M" along with the lifeline in the middle of the palm, it is the sign of financial success. The more strong and clear the "M", the better the financial situation. A line connecting the lifeline with the line of fate near the wrist denotes an inheritance of some nature.

The Line of Fortune
The line of fortune begins near the line of fate at the wrist, and reaches toward the ring finger. If the line of fortune connects with the line of fate, it shows that financial success will come from hard work. The line of fortune is sometimes known as the career line, as smaller lines branching off of it show changes in the career.

The Line of Health
The line of health begins near the line of fortune, and reaches toward the pinky finger. A strong line of health shows great health and vigor, and also a natural charmer and great communicator. A weak, broken line of health often shows a sickly nature.

The Lesser Lines

Rings
Rings appear to encircle the mount of each finger, just below the creases where the finger naturally bends.  A ring of the Sun indicates great strength of Will, with the drive and ability to influence others.  A ring of Saturn indicates sorrow and a tendency to desire what is beyond current means.  If the ring of Saturn cuts into the line of fate, this is doubly so, and the individual will send their life feeling as if the world owes them something.  A ring of Jupiter indicates a deeply spiritual person.  If this ring is present along with positive markings on the Mount of the Moon, this indicates an individual with great potential for occult study.

Children
Dramatically strong, yet short offshoots from the lifeline indicate children.  Lines of this nature pointing up towards the fingers indicate sons, and lines pointing down toward the wrist indicate daughters.  Birth order may be determined by moving down the lifeline towards the wrist.  These birthlines can also indicate the completion of a large life goal, or spiritual birthing, if the individual is childless.

Wristlets
Lines encircling the wrist indicate the longevity of the individual.  Each wristlet counts as roughly twenty years of life, and each partial wristlet counts as ten.

The Lovelines
Running parallel to the lifeline on the mount of Venus are the lovelines. Each loveline shows a great romance in the subject's life. Often only one loveline will run nearly the entire course of the lifeline. This is the sign of one true love in life. The subject will meet the lover shown in relation to the loveline's appearance along the lifeline.

Marriage and Partnerships
Different from the loveliness are the lines of partnership, which occur in the percussion along the side of the mount of Mercury.  The lines of partnership indicate both great loves and great friendships, and often point ot marriage.

The Girdle of Venus
Stretching across the mounts of Saturn and Jupiter, the girdle of Venus is an indicator of a highly sensitive and intellectual nature; however, such sensitiveness renders the bearer moody, touchy, and easily offended. It is often seen in the hands of high-strung, suspicious, and anxious people.  If coupled with a fleshy mount of Venus, the girdle shows a highly sexual nature.

Shapes on the Palm



Grids
A grid occurs at a point of the palm where the energies that area dissipate. If a grid covers the entire palm, the power of its bearer is constantly drained by vexations and imagined slights. If a grid appears on a mount, it saps or thwarts the qualities of the mount.

Crosses
Crosses denote troubles, disappointment, danger, and when found on lines, the harm to the bearer may be aggravated. Occasionally it can refer to a dramatic change in one's life due to a crisis or hardship. A cross is only favorable when it is located between the head and heart lines, when it is referred to as the "Croix Mystique", and indicates a propensity towards mysticism, occultism, and superstition.

Stars
A star is a symbol of great and sudden brilliance in a person's life. This brilliance is often arbitrary and unexpected, and is always an event that the individual can exercise little control over. A line that ends in a star signifies the greatest accomplishments possible; however, the star often carries with it an unpleasant price. A star on the mounts will naturally denote great proficiency with the mount's corresponding traits, yet these traits may consume some of the other bearer's qualities.  A star in the palm indicates a need for Temperance in ones’ life.  These negative influences can be seen as being “star-crossed”.

Islands
The Island is always a negative sign. Unlike the star or the cross, the island is a gradual and prolonged, and often subtle period of strife in an individual's life. Because of the gradual nature of this malady, the bearer may not have even noticed that they are in a darker period of their life.  These misfortunes will last to the extent that the island is long.

Squares
The square is almost always a beneficent symbol. A square surrounding an ill-marked area signifies repair and eventual containment of the negative influences.  The one instance in which the square denotes negative influences is when it is found on the lifeline, where it indicates incarceration.

Circles
The circle is a very rare marking in chiromancy. It is an evil mark unless it is on a mount, in which case it usually augments the powers and promise of a mount. If it touches any line, it brings inescapable misfortune related to the line it touches.

Triangles
The triangle is nearly always a positive sign. It denotes success corresponding to the location of the mark. If found alongside a line, it will naturally take on significance dependent upon the line, marking a point at which accomplishment is achieved. The triangle will never reach the great heights of success that its cousin, the star, but it possesses balance and will not carry with it the backlash that so often accompanies the star.

Chains
The chain, like the island, is a negative sign.  Chains bind up the energy of the lines they occur on, and can be seen as islands linked together, presenting new obstacles arising from past negative influences.

Tridents
The trident is always a positive marking. If it arises from a line, it will increase the qualities of that line and draw additional power from the mounts or lines that the branches on either side point towards. If it is found on a mount, the trident increases the properties of that mount in conjunction with its neighboring mounts. The trident is such a powerful symbol that it eclipses the star in beneficence, as it has none of the ‘star-crossed’ energy related to that marking.